Yes, I know I was absent from DA for quite a while. I do apologize to everyone for this lack of presence. It seems Real Life (as in my job) had taken a turn for the worst and I was quickly going downhill on a out of control sled towards raw sewage. Not pleasant. It was even affecting my creativity and Muses went into the A-Bomb/Nuclear weapons shelter until it is all safe to come out again.

I had become a miserable person... felt rather dead inside and the truly sad thing is ... I then fit in with everyone else. Whereas before they acted friendly to me to my face but behind my back would be saying nasty things ... and the reason for it... I was/am a happy-go-lucky person who sees life to the fullest, always friendly, smiling and laughing.

(soooo sorry that I didn't think it was "cool" to talk about this or that person's sex-life or find it funny that leading a girl on to use her for her money and vehicle) *snorts*

I had become physically ill everytime I had to go into work then come home to ... well.. cry myself to sleep. I finally couldn't take the stupidity and the unreasonable demands anymore. Mom call work and told them I wasn't coming in I headed right to the Dr's and now I'm on a Leave of Absences. While on the LOA I'm going to find a new job. I contacted some gov't peoples to see if there is any programs I can enter to gain extra help with job hunting or even training..

So far so good.

I am slowly becoming myself again. I have gotten creative -My Inuyasha story, and latest piccies. I'm laughing again! I missed that!

Then I reformatted my hard drive which was fun! I got to learn some new things!